Let's Pretend

Let's pretend that I no longer exist in your universe.
Let's pretend that I disappeared from everything.
Let's pretend that I was no longer here anymore.

What will you do?

I would just live life like nothing ever happened.
I would just forget.

So, i'm waiting in a bookstore until it is time to start an interview! I'm nervous. I really need this job and I hope I get it. I don't like being poor.

Why do we...

Why do we do the things we do now?

Why is it that I continuously make mistakes?

I know very clearly in my mind that I have the will to avoid it. I have the will to say "no." I never say "no" though....

I don't understand how I can't keep my mouth shut about anything.

I hate fighting with friends. I hate it. Especially someone I care so much about.

I just... I just wish he understood me.

Spaghetti Os

Spaghetti Os sound amazng rigt now.


Jya is the best.
Cassndra is the best
Carlos is the best.
Jenny is my peeing buuuuuddy....

FO SHO!

Loves always and forever!!!!!


Imma make some spaghtti os. fucker!

Dude.

I'm gaining more and more weight.

I need to exercise.

Hmmm... I don't like gyms.

No more fast food.
More walking.
More biking.

Yes.

Until The Day I Die.

I will never be free of the torment. I will never be free of the ridiculous thoughts that cross my mind and dirty my soul. I can't move away from what I think of as incredible. I simply dangle it in front of my face, force myself to be in its presence everyday. And I am forced away from what I can't have. Like there is a barrier between me and my tormentor. I will remain this way until the day I die. Then, I will be at peace.
Finally.