Why do we...

Why do we do the things we do now?

Why is it that I continuously make mistakes?

I know very clearly in my mind that I have the will to avoid it. I have the will to say "no." I never say "no" though....

I don't understand how I can't keep my mouth shut about anything.

I hate fighting with friends. I hate it. Especially someone I care so much about.

I just... I just wish he understood me.