Oh how things have changed.

This is a picture of me when I was around... I'm think thirteen years old. Can you believe that? Fuuuuuuuck.
I feel like things have changed drastically for me appearance-wise and well, everything else. My taste in music is different. Well, okay, not drastically different, but I'm sure you know what I mean. Look at those stupid eyebrow rings I have. I still have the scars to prove that they were there. HAHAHA! Oh man.....
I remember that in those days I drank too much and started popping too many pills. Holy Shit! I don't think I'd smoked pot yet. Holy shit. Ok, so in this picture I was actually "straight edge" at the time. I wanted to stop drinking, but I don't know what happened. I think I was vegetarian too. HAHA! Ok, maybe life isn't so different. But, man, those days seem so far away yet I remember them so clearly. I remember my first pill. Adderall. I remember that day so clearly. Then, I remember the ritalin and then the tweak. Damn. And then the sleeping pills to make myself sleep again. Oh and smoking lots and lots of pot. Those days are long gone. Fuck dude.

But, things are different now. I traded the eyebrow rings for a nose piercing, then for stretched ears, and then for a septum piercing. I was a vegan just this August. I was straight edge just last year. Things change. People change. I don't do drugs at all. Nothing. 100% clean in that department. I just drink occasionally. That's just what I do. I eat meat because I like it and drink because I like it.
I look a little different. I mean, I still have a baby face, but I think I look a little different. Not sure. Hahaha... I'm not so hard headed in my political views either. I'm not as violent. I'm not as shy (even though I am pretty shy still). I changed friends. I changed my life. I'm different. It's kinda cool.

It's funny that I write this narcissistic blog after I wrote about people with low self-esteem being narcissistic. Eh... Oh well. This blog is about me and stuff about me. HAHAHA! Fucking lame, but when will anyone listen to me in reality?