Sick shows...

There are going to be two sick shows at Gilman this weekend. One of them, yours truly booked (Bumbklaatt). You guys should all come out and check out the badassness that is a UGZ show, aswell. UGZ Presents always books amazing shows that never fail to be interesting and musically great! Support UGZ and the bands! Basically, just come out for both days! You won't regret it.

Recently, I have learned a lot about people and attitudes. I am guilty for a lot of shit talking and I admit to it. I shit talk a lot about bands and sometimes people. But, I also know that a lot of people do that aswell. It doesn't make it right, but I know that I can and will say what I want to people's faces with no hesitation. Anyway, I don't feel so bad shit talking, but I fucking hate it when people claim they don't talk behind people's back but do so anyway just so that they may seem righteous. I have had to deal with those kinds of people many times in my life and I am sick of it. I am sick of having someone say nice things to my face, but shit talk behind my back. I am sick of people doing that to my friends too.

I make a lot of mistakes. A lot of mistakes. I will admit to all of them. I don't try and hide things anymore from people and I can't physically lie anymore. (I actually got really bad at lying, so if you think I am lying when I talk to you, I most likely am... just call me out). I can't keep a straight voice or face when I lie. I've fucked up a lot in my life. But, I have had a lot of people try and fuck with me. I have had people who I have been very close to say hurtful things to me and to my friends. I have had people threaten me (just check the myspace bulletins hahaha). But, I have found my real friends. I have friends who have been in my life for 5 years and some that I only met in February. But, I know those people are here for me, because despite me embaressing them, fighting with them, not seeing them often, or falling out with them a few times, they have remained my friends. I don't need negativity in my life. I don't need people who are two-faced.

This is not a public slap in the face over the internet, because this is not about one specific person in case someone is wondering... although it does apply to her aswell. Call me out. Fuck with me. Threaten me. Kick my ass. Tell everything you know about me to the world. I don't care because I am beyond caring. I love the family (de alma) I have now. I love the family (de sangre) that has not left me behind because I am different. And that is all I need.