I hope this song will guide you...

Am I retarded? Does shit follow me everywhere?
Why? Why? Why? WHY????
Why me?
What did I do to deserve all this shit on me?
I hate this.
All I want to do is drink and forget.
Why does everyone bring it up?
Why do people bring it up?
Why am I still hung up on how I'm treated when I know he's an asshole?
Why do I allow myself to be this way?
I'm retarded.

Hate me, please.

..I'm hated the most...

Hate me, please.
Please hate me.
It will justify my sadness.
It will justify my wants.
It will justify my hate.

Please. Please. Please.

I deserve amazing...
I never wanted amazing...